TSM Book Club Book #20: The Ones We Fight For by Katie Golightly

Started: May 6th
Finished: May 21st
TSM Rating 4/5

This was my first time reading a book on Kindle. I have mixed feelings. On the one hand, it’s convenient to have a book at the tip of my fingers and the highlighting on demands clutch. On the other hand, it’s more time on my phone, and the page numbering is a little weird.

That being said, I really enjoyed this book. It was a slow-burn, friends-to-lovers story about two imperfect people — Walker Hartrick and Talia Cohen — doing their best to survive after their worlds are flipped upside down. Walker has just lost his brother and sister-in-law in a drunk driving accident. This leaves him as the guardian of his five nieces and nephews.

For Talia, she is dealing with the one-two punch of finding out that she is infertile and her engagement ending. On top of that, her estranged father was responsible for Walker’s loss.

The beauty of this story is how believable and relatable both their journeys are. In some ways, Walker is the poster child of toxic masculinity’s belief that seeking help is a sign of weakness and the only way he can be any good to his family is to be “strong.” Even as his body is physically breaking down with panic attacks, he continues pushing to be there for his family.

In her own way, Talia is white-knuckling life as well. She comes to town to take over her father’s grocery store and throws herself into work. She also leans into being good to everyone else, including Walker and his family. Leaning into it helped her rediscover her self-worth and slowly heal from all that was ailing her.

When Talia and Walker come together, magic happens. They learn from each other. Give each other support and lift each other up. They help each other through, and both come out stronger on the other side.

I like that Golightly takes her time with the story and doesn’t rush through their progression, notably Walker’s. There are a lot of conclusions that he has to come to on his own. He wasn’t going to take specific steps until he was ready.

This book is filled with lots of little nuggets of wisdom. My favorite is this one:

Her mother always said “time is the wisest counselor of all.”

The Ones We Fight For, Chapter 23, page 198 (Kindle)

It’s a nice story, but be warned, it covers many heavy topics, including death, alcoholism, and infertility, all of which can be triggering for some.

TSM Book Club Book #19: The Verifiers by Jane Pek

Started: May 2nd
Finished: May 13th
TSM Rating: 3/5

The Verifiers was an interesting read. It’s a niche organization that specializes in tracking online dating matches. It follows the story of Claudia Lin, who works for a mysterious agency of private investigators on steroids.

The story begins with a client, Iris Lettriste, who comes to the agency to discover the truth about a man she has matched with. As Claudia and her colleagues, Komla and Becks, look into this mystery man, Irs shows up dead. Thus begins Claudia’s spiral into a world of mystery and intrigue like the detective novels that she loves so much.

At the core of this story is human connection and relations. How do we see ourselves? How do we see each other? Which version of ourselves is true: the version we show the world or the version we keep to ourselves? In all of that, how does this affect our ability to find true love?

Claudia’s interest n working for Veracity is purely for the investigation aspect of the job. She has no interest in finding a relationship for herself, nor does she really foster her relationships with her friends and family. That’s not to say that she doesn’t love them and appreciate their place in her life, but, as is brought up by both her brother and her sister, she takes a lot for granted. Granted, she does some of that because she doesn’t seek the attention given to her, i.e., her mother constantly tries to set her up with a nice Chinese boy (Claudia is a lesbian), and her brother tries to find her a perfect corporate job.

As she goes down the rabbit hole to discover what really happened to Iris Lettriste, Claudia finds that everyone is hiding something, even from the people who are supposed to know us best. Her investigation also raises the question of how far we are willing to go to protect the people that we love and who claim to love us back.

It’s a fun, if not at times frustrating, mystery as Claudia always seems to be behind the proverbial eight ball, even when it seems like she’s figured everything out. My favorite part of the book was the subplot of Claudia looking into her sister, Coraline’s boyfriend, and the discoveries she makes about trust, truth, and how far some are willing to go in their own selfish pursuits of success.

TSM Book Club Book #18: Well Played by Jen DeLuca

Started: April 26th
Finished: May 1st
TSM Rating: 3/5

So this was the second book in the Well Met series. I wanted to like it, but I didn’t love our heroine, Stacey. She is the stereotype of a ‘basic white girl,’ and I’m not here for it. Much of the book felt like it was trying hard to give her more depth while playing up her love of pumpkin spice lattes and her obsession with social media.

While her email exchange with Daniel is so sweet and creates a better slow burn than Well Met did, but it all falls apart because of the compounding lies. By the big grand gesture moment, I was checked out. Daniel isn’t a great leading man. He’s a liar, insecure and has no backbone. There are two instance where he is given the opportunity to stand up and fight for her and he doesn’t take them. He shuts down. Is that really what we want to see from the person we love and who is supposed to love us?

Don’t get me wrong, I’m all for girls executing the grand gesture instead of being on the receiving end of it, but in this case, it wasn’t deserved or earned.

Read this one because we get a healthy dose of Emily and Simon mixed it, but Stacey and Daniel are not the couple for me.🙅🏽‍♀️